Today im feeling very down...i wanted to have dinner with him, but he was busy. So i went to his office to visit him, and he actually asked me to go away...how can he be so rude to me??? why is he such un-gentleman?!!!!

Fabulous Trip @ Macau

Just came back from Macau yesterday and i think im loving this small little island already.
This is my second trip to Macau within 10 months yet i found that i didnt actually explore this island enough the first time i came!

Really grateful that i had the opportunity to be invited by the Macau Government Tourism Office to tour the island for a shoot =) A million thanks to Koh, if not of him, i wont be able to enjoy such a luxurious trip! Besides, i felt honored to have travelled with Lynn, ZhiLing and Chloe too!

We departed on 6 sept 2010 @ LCCT. Got sponsored by Air Asia for our tickets =) The pilot was kind enough to let us take pictures at the pilot deck when we arrive Macau! hoho! My second time entering this full-of-button space! hah! We met this very lovely girl from MGTO, Gigi at the airport.

Then, we checked in at Star World Hotel, one of the most luxurious 5-star hotels in Macau! My room was superb! It was spacious and classy with an open concept where the bathroom is viewable from the room! Perfect for couples=) What i love most is the bath tub! And above all, i have one room all by myself!! woohoo!! Totally love the hotel!

Next, gotta start work straight away. We then went to the bar in the hotel for our first shoot! I found the most interesting drink at the bar - tom yam whisky! Try one big gulp and i think your voice is gone!! woolala~~SYOK! The next few days, we were all half working half holiday-ing, getting crazier each day. LOL..The most memorable places would be Sky Walk @ Macau Tower, ZAIA performance by Cirque du Soleil @ Venetian, The Bubble Story @ Venetian, dinner @ Antonio, MJ Gallery, and all the good food that we had throughout the whole trip.

The 5D4N trip ended on 10 sept 2010. Everyone was kinda reluctant to come back as we really enjoyed very much over there.

I think this is by far the most luxurious trip that i've ever been too! We had the best hotel, best food, best companion, best laughs, and best deals!! Really enjoyed the trip and i hope that i will be given the opportunity/blessing to get a job as such again in the future!!

My new job

It is officially 1 month with my new company. To be honest, im so shocked about the "mess" situation in the company. Everything is so last min, everything is so disorganized, everything is never carefully planned.

So, i was wondering, how the hell in the world can one company operate with such a system?

What frustrates me the most is that till today, i still don't know what is my job role. And i felt that what ever i have heard from the interview is so not true. All i can say is this is a total mess!!

Also, how can one do things without planning? How can it be so impulsive? Are you willing to sacrifice quality with quantity? To me, quality is the essence of many things if not everything nowadays. U cant just do things as u like without considering the consequences and cost. And can u be more considerate?

Also what i realized is that my mood has become uncontrollable nowadays. Dont know what happened to my EQ. But i really get so frustrated about such unplanned, delayed, unorganized agenda everyday.

Is this the company that i want to grow with? I cant imagine..

Farewell Dinner @ The Loaf, Pavilion

Had a great dinner tonite with Winnie, Angelline and Jeslyn at The Loaf. So happened that it was Ladies Nite, so we had discounts! All food was on a buy 1 free 1 basis, including desserts! Hoho!! Super "dai"...

Its the first time that i really enjoyed an outing with my FJB colleagues. They're really nice ppl =) I will sure miss them alot=) We had a really relaxing dinner and laugh our hearts out, especially Jes, aduh, laugh until tears also come out dy! As though she is the one leaving! LOL, i think ppl might think that we are bullying her..

Haha, then i kena warning, not to wear Milo T-shirts for pyjamas anymore..LOL..well yea Jes, cannot lah..Perhaps next time when i move in with my future husband. haha..

A truly relaxing dinner today, and surely a night to rmb! =)

A firm decision

Finally, i have convinced myself that i should leave the company. I think that each person has their own destiny and strengths. As much as i have tried my best to do well in the company, i just felt that i cant perform my task well. So, maybe the nature of the work does not suit me. Too administrative. Maybe im not meticulous enough. So, bye bye and farewell.

Opportunity cost

Opportunity cost..U can't get the best of both worlds. how true is it. im about to choose a path which im not even sure will work out for me. but i think im willing to take the risk. im scared yet im anticipating. what if i really make it ? i think my life will be totally different!

Come on wanting, be brave. you must believe in yourself! yea! it seems glamorous here but is it really what you want? is this the life that you want? can you retire young by working in the corporate?

i will always remember Robert Frost - The Road Not Taken.

If you want to have a different life, you must be different from others.

I want to be financially independent by age 30 and be receiving passive income by then!

5.5 more years to go!! MUST KEEP THIS IN MIND girl!

be brave, don't be afraid. Have faith!

Cross roads

Started to wonder whether am i suitable for corporate? after 2 months of working, i feel that i dun really enjoy what im doing now. No more personal time for myself, really exhausted...dun have enough rest. Im gonna be drained soon... *sigh*